a dark episode - so it seems...

A Dark Episode

Certainly a desire. . .
how I wish it could be true
as my heart decodes and my mind unlocks
thing looks not bad but worst..

Depression creeps in
beyond words..beyond speech
possibily, impossible
a reign that come to an end.
bashed...bullied. . .helpless
a sign...the time has come
as all harboured hope vanished. . .

What tomorrows brings
excites me no more for I know
it end up just the same
anyway 1ts just a game
I fought and lost

Aso D'horrible
Copyright ©2005 Aso D'horrible

It was a poem i wrote sometime back.. which was published in www.poetry.com. The only that i ever send anyway. Someone did ask.,. is it anything to do of im being depressed... well im not. It was just tht i was trying writing dark poems... and guess i succeeded...

But the problem is.. i have to elevate myself to an emotional level to write dark themed poems....tht actually affects me...and created a mood which I hate..

I do try to avoid such poems... I rather write `feel good' poems...indeed it gives much hope..

Thts for now... d'horrible one..signs off...